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Suicidal LullabyDon't cry now baby,
you're almost dead.
The tears are flowing
from what they've said.

Rivulets of red
from wrists you've slit.
You had tried so hard,
but couldn't quit.

You're all alone now;
your friends have gone.
Your heartbeat's slowing;
you won't see dawn.

Your life fades away
with ev'ry breath.
You are too far gone
to escape death.

Wipe away your tears,
and be at peace.
You're so close to
final release.

Tired of being sad.Real men don't cry, they say
Well maybe their right but
I'm stuck with dry eyes

And maybe I'm not right for her
She still sits brokenhearted
And I'm all out of tries

But your life
is worth the price
of me losing my mind

So if you start
to see me smile
Its not a sign
that I'm over you

I see you running through my dreams again
(Happens every night now)
I toss and turn at what we could have been
(I'd stop if I knew how)
It just strikes a nerve, the thought of you out with another man
Holding his hand
And you may ask me what I smile for
Maybe you think I'm happier
With you gone.

I'm not smiling 'cause I'm happy, no
I'm smiling 'cause I'm t

Just In CaseYou can dig up a grave
If you think you can wake the past
But what's the point
You're just opening old wounds
It's like sitting by a bomb about to blast

For someone who claims no death wish
You could have fooled me
But I guess you already have
There's nothing about you I'll miss
Like how you can't see

And here comes another pointed finger
But who's really to blame
You can't bring yesterday back to life
If the dead have already lost the game
But you can revive the ghosts
Violent spirits with a grudge
How the hell will you survive again
Your point of view hasn't even budged
In a court where I've become the judge
Face it
You're screwed
While y

No Regret“No Regret” Original Song Lyrics 5/12/13

The candles flicker
One, then two, then
Thousands more
They’re the memories in all of us
That shine brighter than the hurt in us
Life’s road is beaten down and rocky ahead
But just repeat this before you go to bed

Remember your past
Don’t ever forget it
But move on to the future
To a life you won’t be regrettin’

Put down the razor
It won’t do you any good, girl
Untie that noose, man
You can put it to a better use in this
Crazy world, we all got our certain demons
And we all got our own ways of dealin’
But sometimes those ways
Only build and build

White wolf, White flower"They say there's no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the earth, there's nothing there. No matter how far you walk, it’s always the same road. It just goes on and on... But in spite of that, why am I so driven to find it? A voice calls to me. It says, 'Search for Paradise.'"
-Kiba
He stops to listen intently to the earth
it tells him the purpose of his birth.
A story so long and sad
when it’s over, you’ll be glad.
He pricks his ears, the wind shifts
he hears a voice that drifts.
A lunar flower is his search
Cheza, more beautiful than the trees of birch.
Arctic wolf, Lunar flower
the clock strikes 12 at the tower.
City so polluted, city so dark
how he longs for the sound of a harp.
Search for Paradise they will seek
or will it all turn in vain while we weep?
Endless deaths awaken the agony of sorrow
the pain, the losses, the tears never ending until tomorrow.
A cloud once white now stained with red
every dream you once had read.
Weep we

Invisible ManAs I make my way through everyday
I feel the empty presence
The stories I hear fill my head with fear
And a hatred of burning rage

Don't even try to make amends
Before your life of pity ends
Never wanted me, got no sympathy
I just can't take the pain

If there was a time when your evil mind
Wasn't filled with ice and stone
Well, now it's too late to disintegrate
So just leave me alone

Don't you dare think that I'll bend
To that stupid silly trend
No happy ending waits at the end of the lane
'Cause I just can't take the pain

I don't know where you went, but you didn't repent
For your sneaky dirty sins
Just a fear-powered coward, living in a

Once Upon A NightmarePain the world never knew and yet has forgotten
Scars where blood once ran free
Time to finish what I started
Once upon a nightmare

Do I feel
Do I bleed
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

With every shot at my will
You take my breath away
But you don't give it back
Ready, set, go for the kill

Do you know how many times
I've tried to wipe my mind clean
But you keep adding dirt and grime
To my very own murder scene
Not that you see
Not that you care
Not that you even know me

Do I cry
Do I scream
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

So often falling to take it
Just another worthless life
Everything's is not oka

renegeon the wings of a gossamer shimmer
a nearly undetectable shiver
you hesitate to pull the trigger
one too many in the chamber

inside a delectable silence
testing the limits of your compliance
vague back-talk, uneasy defiance
love’s not love without the violence

no grace
no dance
you don’t get a second chance
you just get to get
out of my way

just so you know
my stance
this was not a romance
this was a game you didn’t know
how to play

on the back of unsteady denial
a priest, a sinner, a saint, a bibliophile
go ahead, put me up for trial
I won’t stop tilting the vial

no light
no sheen
you’re as heady as a dream

I want to be with youI sit here alone, thinking of you
about the time that we shared, about the things we used to do
But now I'm alone and it's starting to show
How did I get here? Do you already know?

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seems that you're just passing through..
So how can I be with you?...

Time goes by and still I'm here
Yet you start to go and disappear.
How do I get your attention or do you already know?
That I want you here.. I don't want you to go...

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seem

Broadway Specials: Ave Lillian

Verse I:

Vercelli’s pulling out his wand
Blinking too slowly when I see you’re gone.
I hear a voice screaming in my head
(Chaos I think we’ve got a problem)
Where does everybody go when they go?
What do you believe, there’s no way to know.
We hate so fast and we love so slow.
(Juggernaut I think we have a PROBLEM!)
Sit down and think about it
Still on the brink of doubt and
I finally click about it.
My world’s spinnin’

Chorus:

Ave Lillian.
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad?
Help me let go.
It’s my fault that she’s bleeding.
His words are misle

I'm reaching out to you momI'm reaching out to you mom,
I don't know what's going on
in your world anymore
and it scares me.
I love you no matter what,
stop,
re-read that.
I mean it mom.
It's hard to take every moment
and go with it,
but you gotta stop.
Just stop and breath ahh.
And yes i'm writing this to a beat ahh,
that's when i have my feet
and the whole wide world beneath em.
Just lookin' out breathin' yeah,
this is how it is now like
life gave me a loaded gun
blOWE
just know no matter what mom ill
always have a spot in my heart
to carry on the best in you,
it's what i can do.
And i don't know how
but i'll find a way to
carry your memory
to infinity and beyond.

Why my friend...Thrashing, I'm faint
I just could not take this pain anymore
Holding onto that only hope

hope that you will come very soon
Where are you now?

I'm so lonely.

But you don't want, don't want to return.
Why my friend?

Angry at you-
I regret that I believed in you

Stay here my friend,
I don't want you to go
Come now, my friend

my friend.....

TwilightTwilight

When you see the age showing on my face
Please don’t hide your eyes
When you feel the weakness in my embrace
Please don’t feed me lies
I’ve lived my life, I’ve done my due
I’ve done it all and grown old with you

I’ve fought my battles and gave it my all
I’ve taken the beatings and I’ve stood tall
I’ve taken every hit and caught every curve ball
Now it seems it’s finally my time to fall

And so I ask the only favour I ever had
Here in the twilight before the final night
Would you stay beside me and hold my hand?
Would you stand for me and be my light?
If you see me losing s

The Mother of LossA boat called hope on a sea of fear.
It’s the mother of let down,
and that’s what brought me here.

I let go of your hopes.
I let go of mine.
I let go of all those
unbound by time.
If it’s gonna happen
It’s gonna happen either way.
Whether I want it to
or not.
Whether I can stand to stay.
I’m looking for something new.
Preferring what I know
the one closest to me,
the closest one to you.

I’m so far gone, I’m so far lost.
I lost control and I paid the cost.
I’ve been here too many times,
and I’ve said that before.
Dying for hope,

WaitingI was ready to die, that's no lie
But then you went and caught my eye
You gave respect, never neglect
But then René stole me away

I wasn't there when you needed me
I didn't help set you free
I missed the simple signs
Went and crossed too many lines

When I came 'round
You didn't make a sound
You weren't mad
For the time I never had

The happiness came back and a little more
You never wanted to show me the door
As we laughed, we also cried
Made it feel like I had died

You never let me down
Even with my persistent frown
You've always cared
And we're both so scared

This painful distance is a curse
But at least we can rehearse
To make o

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There's No ForeverYou have been rejected so many times
But you keep getting back up
Because you think
There’s someone out there for you
I honestly don’t know why you try so hard
For it’s just going to make it that much worse

So why do you say love’s forever
Because as long as I am here
I will say that there’s no forever
So there’s no reason to get so excited
Because when you think that you
Have nothing to lose
You really have nothing to gain

I can only see the misery getting worse
But you refuse to let me help you
Because you think that my words are untrue
So all I can do is sit back and watch
While you continue to get m

RedI give you a rose that’s all so red
We drink the wine as red as blood
I kiss your lips as red as roses
Suddenly I reveal my fangs
Before I sink them into your neck
So I can get to your lovely red blood

I wear a funeral suit to my wedding
My pale red eyes stare into your soul
You will be the next flower to my grave
My lips lick the blood from your body
So I can get to what I want
As I take you out for a meal tonight

I give you a rose that’s all so red
We drink the wine as red as blood
I kiss your lips as red as roses
Suddenly I reveal my fangs
Before I sink them into your neck
So I can get to your lovely red blood

Blood, blood,

Past BeginningsShe used tell me a story of her past
It funny when I think of that
Cause it was something from her past
That took her away in the end

Past problems, caused her to relive the horrors of her life
Past problems, caused her to abandon all that she had made
Past beginnings, is what we would have made
Past beginnings, is where I wish I could now stand

I used to give her flowers and sweets
She used to love all of my treats
As I remember when she to smiled at me
I wish I could go back and relive the past

Past problems, caused her to relive the horrors of her life
Past problems, caused her to abandon all that she had made
Past beginnings, is what

Paranoid and InsaneI see people on their knees
Being driven by paranoia
Thinking that begging will save them
But it will only delay their deaths

You wonder what drives them
Off the road of sanity
But the answer's really simple
They are really weak minded fools
That will be killed in the end

I'm surrounded by the Paranoid and Insane
It's annoying how much they start to rant
However they will never stop
Cause they don't understand life anymore
And soon they will be killed again

Hunger and Anger does so much damage
Life is nothing more than a graveyard
That is filled with empty souls
Which don't understand what they live for

Your souls are never safe
After all

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The World Loves To Lie

by ~bodders1991, Dec 21, 2012, 5:08:28 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

Trapped in a circle of greed
Watching people starting to smoke weed
Naturally hoping that I can break free
So that in the end I can finally see
A person holding out a lonely ice cream
I know that it’ll probably only be a dream

Once again I’m lost in a pointless scene
It’s a place that has lost its means
The media holds the general public by puppet strings
Because the public are nothing more than sheep
Why believe that life is better with a world
Full of puppets that need something to cling

I don’t believe in the good of the world
Because it’s simply corrupt to the core
And life without interesting events is such a bore
It’s so depressing that it makes me want to die
The world loves to lie
Lie about everything

I want to hold the strings that hold together everything
Because I want to have a taste of the power
That makes the world believe in lies

I want to hold the strings that hold together everything
Because I want to have a taste of the power
That makes the world believe in lies

I want to hold the strings that hold together everything
Because I want to have a taste of the power
That makes the world believe in lies

I don’t believe in the good of the world
Because it’s simply corrupt to the core
And life without interesting events is such a bore
It’s so depressing that it makes me want to die
The world loves to lie
Lie about everything

I don’t believe in the good of the world
Because it’s simply corrupt to the core
And life without interesting events is such a bore
It’s so depressing that it makes me want to die
The world loves to lie
Lie about everything

The World Loves To Lieby ~bodders1991

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

Not everything in the world is good, but the media does nothing to cover itself in glory either.

=Jean-Marie-Arouet Dec 25, 2012

I keep saying rightly or wrongly that the impact something has on me is a measure of its value.

Elie Wiesel made a point once that what is truly horrible in the world is indifference. I will admit that the indifference of people as I apprehend it is more common on the whole than living passionately.

I am not attacking you but musing in writing. By the way, if you have not read Jorge Luis Borges, I recommend him to you.

Io Saturnalia. Sol Invictvs.

=Jean-Marie-Arouet Dec 25, 2012

I find that when I think this way, I become far more villainous to those who run things. I tend to see myself hampered by deficient managers, stockholders, members of government. It was probably over ten years ago that I believed my life was worth more than anyone else's because the world sits atop constructions which are banal and corresponded better to children's playtime. If someone got in my way they were going to get hurt. I was part of an elete club. I was a cruel unethical bastered loving being right, only I moved farther and farther from my greatness

Try seeing something positive in the aggregate.

You have done an excellent job depending on how well I interpreted you. I see the problem in not seeing value in what I say because I can not possibly be telling the truth.

I will pose something to you that there is no truth, good, or bad but social constructions which are correct more or less of the time.

=Jean-Marie-Arouet Dec 25, 2012

That came out wrong but egocentric as hell.

I have felt better expecting people to want to do a good job as a whole.

If none of this may make any sense, if so, fuck yourself. You miscegenation of.generations of pedestrian bores.

If you think I am lying, you are right.I think much better of you. I. just happen to experience joy more often, than I did once.

You may be surprised by what many people think and do.

Your local flower child.

~bodders1991 Dec 25, 2012

I'm not going to lie, this made me smile a little bit.

~roadkillKitten Dec 22, 2012

I agree completely! This is a well done piece!

~bodders1991 Dec 22, 2012

I'm glad that you like it.

=Jean-Marie-Arouet Dec 21, 2012

I finally had someone try hard to show me something better than I was seeing. He came back repeatedly and i had a flash of understanding that my expectations of other people had been very low. He showed me in writing and in persistance for what? Giving without expecting anything back really is an amazing thing. Oh well I'm a leper ( not really of course). I have played games on here and I don't anymore. Something slips in.

I have a powerful feeling people do not see me as sincere.

~bodders1991 Dec 22, 2012

I see, well I don't have that high of an expectation of other people either, so I can understand where you are coming from really. An opinion is what's important, though people will always get upset if someone else's is different to theirs.

When I see people, I see sheep controlled by the media, all I need to do is see what programs are on and how many people are watching them to get a low opinion on people.

~RoverGirl Dec 21, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Great work.

~bodders1991 Dec 21, 2012

Thank you, I'm glad you like it.

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